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My Thoughts, My Anger, My Heart

I wrote this to show
My thoughts, my anger, my heart
I know you don't want to know
And I hope this won't make us part

I know you won't want to read
And see how angry I am at me
But there are things that I need
And one is for you to see

Should I express my feelings
About my mental illness?
This medicine isn't healing
But I know it's doing its best

I'm scared to go to school everyday
And see all my friends again
But what else can I say
I can't, even though, I can

I don't know how to look
On the bright side of things
Even when reading a book
'Cause I know of the bad it brings

I don't know how to face anyone
Even if they don't know who I am
They treat me like I'm the normal one
Not the one with depression

I awake every morning feeling really sick
I can't go near any food
My brother treats me awfully, but he's a dick
He puts me in a real bad mood

I blame my brother for the way I feel
He gives me the impression no one cares
I'd like to punch him but it'll heal
So I go straight to my good luck bears

I'm dying on the inside
Although you can not see
I'm acting brave on the outside
But really, it's killing me

I know some day it'll all be over
But I can't wait till that day
I'd like to hide under a cover
But you'll miss me, or so you say

You've been granted with an Angel
Who you say is me
But where is my Angel
Just to watch over me?

Will you be my hero?
Or my Angel, God was meant to send?
You probably won't want to, I know
But you are my special friend

Please, I don't want to be alone
In this world without you
I've loved you for as long as I've known
My friend, I really do

If only you just knew
How much you mean to me
I hope I mean the same to you
As you do to me

No one expected me to get this
But then again neither did I
I don't know how to cope with this
But when will I get over it? Sigh!

Please pray for the best treatment for me
As I would do for you
If only I could make people see
How much it would mean to me and you

It would mean the world to me
To be able to have my normal life back
But only I hold the key
To open my mind and find what I lack

This really is how I feel
About my life right now
If only you could help me deal
With my mental sickness, but how?

I'm really scared
What will happen to me?
When will I be repaired?
As soon as possible, hopefully

Every time I cry
About what's happening to me
I can't help but wonder why
Why can't I be like I used to be?

I've got a bad headache
And I feel sick too
But it's my heart that will break
If I have to live without you

I often wonder what those crystals will do
The essential oils, the candles, the prayers
I need all the help I can get and YOU
It's enough just to know that someone cares

Every night before bed
I pray while kneeling
That I'll live through what I've said
I pray for love, hope, healing

- Lozza

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